I'll Have a Suicide Commando

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Goodbye, to my blessed bride.
(So long to the years I dreamed about.)
It’s been so long, the silence is almost deafening.
(I can still hear your heart beat out.)
Ten years, ten years since you were buried.
(Ten years since I made that long drive home.)
I’d trade it all, trade it all just for one day.
And I can’t believe the things we’d say.
Thought we had forever.
Goodbye to my selfish pride.
(Goodbye gonna drink my insides dry.)
The holding on, has taken it’s toll so I’m through.
(So long with gin soaked smiles.)
Twenty years, soaked in pain, whiskey and water.
(Twenty years makes a mad man drink himself sane.)
And when I’m gone, they’ll name a drink after me.
And I’m sorry things happened this way.
They’ll never understand, it all ends here, the long goodnight.
A shameful sleep without the morning light.
What can I say, you always felt like home.
My fire, snuffed out by the cold.
And you there, all that’s left’s a stone.
I can’t stand, you down there alone, baby I’m coming home.
Covered in my sweat I’m shaking and losing sight.
I’d rather be with you there, no pain or anger, lifeless face turned blue.
Fistful of pills should make it all end tonight.
Slip in the water slow, holding my breath until my fucking heart explodes.
You always felt like home.
My fire, snuffed out by the cold.
And you there, all that’s left’s a stone.
I can’t stand, you down there alone, baby I’m coming home.

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from Welcome to Lucky's (Live Studio Demo), released August 21, 2013

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